Loneliness on the Healing Journey….
It is difficult sometimes to realize you are surrounded by loved ones and yet feel so lonely. Overwhelmed with feelings you don’t want and often don’t understand, wanting to talk, wanting help but realizing that you cannot speak to anyone, as they will not understand. It’s not them, it’s you.
It doesn’t matter what kind of healing work you are doing from physical massage or acupressure to meditation or Reiki or any other healing modality the process of change is an inner one. With each layer healed emotions are released and random thoughts arise, some accurate, some not but all very real. This healing of your body & soul is deep and personal. Often what rises doesn’t make sense and yet the emotional charge is there, very real. This process is between you and the Divine Spirit, it is a personal one.
As you process through the pain, the emotional charge and the remembered hurts, you heal. You release what has been stored within you causing toxic habits, fears, worries and self-destructive behavior; it is time to let these go. Let these go back to Creator, ask Creator to recycle these energies into positive healing vibrations for the greater good of all. Ask Creator to heal you, to fill each one of these wounds with Divine Love, to remove the traumas but leave the lessons, to wash away the scars with Divine Light. Ask Creator to shine Divine Love and Light on the energetic wake left behind from this healing, heal all those who have been affected in any way.
As the loneliness heals within you, so will your relationships around you. The distance you feel is temporary, it is a sign that you are changing, that you are healing and growing on your spiritual path. As you come out of your inner world have patients with your loved ones for they have been healed and changed too, yet their process may not be done yet. You chose to heal deeply and spiritually, you chose consciously to go through this work, your loved ones did not. You asked Divine Spirit to heal you and those around you, but your loved ones chose subconsciously, they chose on a spiritual level of awareness by having their relationship with you.
Often these spiritual healings cause great upheaval in our environments; from relationships, to physical surroundings, to careers and hobbies. These upheavals of change can be quite overwhelming and chaotic for all those involved. This is the time for patients, trust & faith. Patients; have patients with yourself, with those you love, with time, with process. Trust; have trust in the Divine Creator, in yourself and those you love. Faith; have Faith in Creator, the higher good, in the Divine Love & Light we all share.
Eventually your world will harmonize with the healed you; some relationships will evolve into richer deeper connections and other relationships will drift away. Careers, hobbies and physical surroundings may change or may simply feel more comfortable and inspiring. The loneliness will pass for now……